I met a guy some time ago.
I was still with my ex and I didn't realise what impact on me this new man will have. He was different from my boyfriend. Not only his looks but also his maturity and life experience.
We talked a lot. His girlfriend broke up with him and he was devastated. I tried to help him. I hope I did. At the same time I didn't realise that I started falling for him. I tried to silence those feelings, I didn't want to hurt my boyfriend. I didn't want to make mistakes I did when I was younger. Cheating hurts and it hurts the one who does it. Believe me, it does.
Now that I'm single I think about him again. We still talk from time to time. I wish it was more often. He told me I'm cute and it melted my heart. We went out together last week and it was one of the best times in my life. We only talked, had few drinks. Nothing happened. I was a bit disappointed, I wanted to kiss him so much. We hugged and he kissed me on the head. My heart melted again.
I want to see him again.
I want to tell him how much I like him.
I want to stroke his beard.
I want to fall into his big arms.
I want to be happy again.